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DEPRESSION

I want to talk about depression today.  We all as adults and now more often seen as teens, experience a bout of depression at least once in our lifetimes.  If you are one of the lucky few, you only experience it once and that is enough times to understand how debilitating it can be even if it is only for a couple of weeks.  My depression started in 2016 and was medically induced.  In a previous post I mentioned my allergy and health issues, well at least a few of them, my steroid treatments for my skin allergies depleted my seratonin and put me in a deep depression.  I was in so deep not only did I think about suicide, morbid curiosity had me testing out what it would feel like to hang oneself.  After Robin Williams died by hanging himself, I decided to try his method.  I wanted to know what he felt like in those final seconds of life.  All I can say is WOW, I cannot believe how frightening, sad, lonely and horrible it felt like to go through with it.  Grasping for air and desperately…

EGOMANIACAL REVOLUTION

This post industrial society is destroying the human race and allowing people that should not have power or make decision nor should they lead.Yet we created a society of posers, people who are pretending to be leaders because someone decided to make money off weaker individuals by convincing them and basically the whole corporate structure that everyone can be a leader.The corporate management structure is based on creating leaders and leadership the concept that leadership can be learned is bullshit. This explains why our government is filled with sub par wanna be leaders.A person cannot be an introvert then learn to be an extrovert and never be an introvert again.All one can do is incorporate some of the behaviors needed but he/she will never fully become a different person.
NOT EVERYONE IS OR CAN BE A LEADER NOT EVERYONE SHOULD LEAD
Making life or forcing life to be a level playing ground so to speak for everyone to be equal is not possible and honestly, its a very egocentric concept…

I FEEL LIKE I'M TAKING CRAZY PILLS

HEALTHY ON THE OUTSIDE, MAYBE?

I AM NOT A ROBOT!!